I am fat and lazy. I seem unable or unwilling to do anything about it. I attempted to diet on a VLCD and failed, I tried Shakes and failed, I’m eating sensibly with smaller portions and the right food, still FAT!
Goal = >100kg
Start = 144.5kg
Current = 145.0kg
Loss to Date = +0.5kg
Weight To Go = 45.1kg
As you can see I have come full circle in just 6 weeks. I’m sick of being fat, but I am also sick of fad diets, starving myself, and generally trying to fit into a mould that maybe I just don’t belong in. By the number I am healthy. BP is good, Heart Rate is goos, Bloods are great. I have no indication that my weight is having a negative impact on me. Except my self image and self esteem. But you know what, maybe I’m OK being a little chubby, makes me harder to kidnap. If we really are only here for one trip, maybe I should just enjoy what I want, when I want, and to hell with Social ideal of what I should look like.
I will be taking a sabbatical from the Wednesday Weigh In posts. This is both due to the negative mental state it is pushing me into, and because I still believe that any weight loss is not going to occur until I return to running around like a headless chook at work. But we will see.
I don’t know, maybe I’m just justifying the means.
Maintain the Rage
Luke Sondergeld
I’m so sorry to read this. A sabatacle might be just what’s needed, mental health is vitally important. I’ll wish you luck and will look out for if/when you return.
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Thank you Jmarie1974
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